sicksadlittleworld

I can't get a grip on anything today. Everything I know is being swirled around,mismatched,broken down, taken apart and leaving me like dust in the wind. It's ripping my head and heart to shreds. Either way I turn, there's a daggar waiting for me.

Which way are you supposed to go when each direction is incorrect? When you fight nothing but losing battles? When not one single word you can say will make it better?

No, You're not the first to fall apart

But always the first one to complain

You better get careful or you'll compromise everything You are

The world is a drought when out of love

Please come back to us

You're all of the above

I'm making a choice to be out of touch

Leave me be he said

Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world

I've never had unpaid confidantes

It's more than I would care to explain

But I have an open door policy when it comes to blame

The world is a joke when out of love

Please come back to us

You're all of the aboveI

'm making a choice to be out of touch

Leave me be he said

Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world.

justbreathe

Yes, I understand that every life must end, aw-huh,..
As we sit alone, I know someday we must go, aw-huh,..
Oh I'm a lucky man, to count on both hands
the ones I love,..

Some folks just have one,
yeah, others, they've got none, huh-uh

Stay with me,..
Let's just breathe.

Practiced are my sins,
never gonna let me win, aw-huh,..
Under everything, just another human being, aw-huh,..
Yeh, I don't wanna hurt, there's so much in this world
to make me bleed.

Stay with me,..
You're all I see.

I wonder everyday
as I look upon your face, aw-huh,..
Everything you gave
And nothing you would take, aw huh,..
Nothing you would take
Everything you gave...

Did I say that I need you?
Oh, did I say that I want you?
Oh, if I didn't I'm a fool you see,..
No one knows this more than me.
As I come clean, ah-ah...

Nothing you would take,..
Everything you gave.
Hold me till I die,..
Meet you on the other side.

I love Pearl Jam, especially tonight.
Tonight:
I miss him more than I have in days.
I have no control over the mindf**k my mind has become over the last week.
I'm gathering the courage to starting writing again; really writing.
I'm annoyed at the mosquito hawks in my room.
I'm preparing to set the world on fire.
I feel better about my life and the path I'm making.

musicmusicmusicmusic in my brain.
lovelovelovelovelovelove the rain.